i can watch this for hours
fuck you and your steady hand :’(
sorry for the porn
this is so soothing
Pretty much the exact opposite of my handwriting.
I’m going insane
Fucking brother raging at me because I won’t give him a fucking cigarette. Fucking shut the fuck up and leave me alone. God dammit I just want to focus on making mom well. People don’t get that my family is fucking crazy and I have to deal with their fuxking stupid asses too. No wonder they are all so stressed the fuck out all these fuckers are insane ugh I can’t wait to be out of here.
Go to Bernie’s and see my newest #masterpiece. #Best thing i have painted so far :D the #paint will #glow in the #lightshow of the #dancefloor.
It is tragic and sad and chaotic and lovely. All life is the same, as citizens of the human State: the animating limits are within, to be killed and mourned, over and over again
Entropy is evidence of continuation.
I hate my sister
Facebook fucking blows and so does Leah. Comes to Idaho and gets drunk all tr time and is a huge burden. Spends all her time and the neighbors house and even my poor mom who has fucking brain cancer is aware enough (shouldn’t say that honestly, she is aware of everything, I think she just keeps quiet because she gets tired of dealing with everyone’s shit) to know that “yeah Leah spent the whole time drunk at Kate’s house and she pisses me off”
Fuck you Leah. Fuck you and your husband that pays for everything and you have endless opportunity to make your life and yor self awesome and you choose to wallow in consumerism and drug addiction. Not me. Fuck you. I work my ass off and that’s why my life will always be more fulfilling. You represent everything that I don’t believe in. Suck a dick. And choke on it.
She probably won’t even do that because she is fucking prude as fuck. No wonder your husband left you for some ugly ho. You are a huge pain in the ass and you are never thankful and yoh make everyone stressed out and you constantly complain!
Whatever. I’m doing ficking awesome at taking care of mom and the house. So fuck all that negativity because it’s a gorgeous day and I have my whole life ahead of me to do art and be happy. And she can stay where she is at I will leave her there. Bye.
Left Alaska. My life now involves a lot of dogs. I love them. Show was a huge success and I am so grateful. My grandma took amazing photos too which is big for her…
Here. Domestic. Cleaning. Allowing myself some rest. Kicked ass getting out of Alaska so quickly. Time to slow down. Life is on pause. All I can think about are ways to help mom. It’s my master plan. Can’t help feeling like if she dies it will completely fuck me up because now I don’t have a life to go back to…..